[13 || backdated to 11/08; voicepost]

[sweetdeath]

...I don't know why I keep thinking about it today. It's been a long, long time.

It took a long time, too. But I remember all of it. I don't think anyone there realized that I knew what was happening, even when I couldn't move. If I hadn't, I wouldn't have known where to find sharp things when I had those lucid moments. But even then -

I just wish I knew how to get the scars to fade. That I didn't have to hide them with my watch. That I could stop remembering why.

I...

I don't know why I want to talk about this today. [unsteady laughter] It's probably a curse, isn't it? Yeah. I...

Sorry.

Comments

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[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

Hey, Tatsumi. I guess you should probably just ignore me today.

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[kageseii.livejournal.com]

... I can't do that.

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[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

It's not something I ought to be talking about, though. I mean. It's not like I want to, I just -

Shouldn't. I.

...you aren't feeling like you have to talk about, you know. How you died. Right?

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[kageseii.livejournal.com]

No. It's just a curse, I'm certain, Tsuzuki-san.

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[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

I wonder how much it'd take to bribe the deities to go back to that milkshake curse instead.

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[kageseii.livejournal.com]

Probably far too much. Underhanded that they are....

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[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Yeah, probably.