[13 || backdated to 11/08; voicepost]

[sweetdeath]

...I don't know why I keep thinking about it today. It's been a long, long time.

It took a long time, too. But I remember all of it. I don't think anyone there realized that I knew what was happening, even when I couldn't move. If I hadn't, I wouldn't have known where to find sharp things when I had those lucid moments. But even then -

I just wish I knew how to get the scars to fade. That I didn't have to hide them with my watch. That I could stop remembering why.

I...

I don't know why I want to talk about this today. [unsteady laughter] It's probably a curse, isn't it? Yeah. I...

Sorry.

Comments

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[kageseii.livejournal.com]

Tsuzuki-san...?

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[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

Hey, Tatsumi. I guess you should probably just ignore me today.

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[kageseii.livejournal.com]

... I can't do that.

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[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

It's not something I ought to be talking about, though. I mean. It's not like I want to, I just -

Shouldn't. I.

...you aren't feeling like you have to talk about, you know. How you died. Right?

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[kageseii.livejournal.com]

No. It's just a curse, I'm certain, Tsuzuki-san.

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[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

I wonder how much it'd take to bribe the deities to go back to that milkshake curse instead.

[baixin.livejournal.com]

...

[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

...Takiko?

S-sorry. Don't mind me today.

[baixin.livejournal.com]

...

Please don't apologize to me. It wasn't your fault.

[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

[shaky laughter][

Just that I shouldn't be... making people listen to that. I thought about screening it, but I couldn't quite... I don't know. It's probably a curse.

[baixin.livejournal.com]

It's a curse.

[Silence for a moment.]

This is probably a bit redundant to ask, but--are you going to be all right?

[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

Just as fine as ever. Don't worry about me.

[scienceinacan.livejournal.com]

...hug, Tsuzuki?

[ooc; :D ...:D ]

[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

I'm not gonna turn it down if you're offering.

...Sorry. It's a curse. I think.

[scienceinacan.livejournal.com]

I'm offering, of course

[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

...then thanks.

[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

Oh, and I'm in the apartment.

[scienceinacan.livejournal.com]

Watari and 003-- off to your apartment to deliver hugs of love!

[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

Oh, how's she doing?

[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

Messy curse, isn't it?

[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it is.

[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

Hey, uh. We never did get together for a couple drinks.

After the curse, maybe, so we don't say anything stupid?

[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

...I'd like that, thanks. Any particular spot?

[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

Well, there's the Lux or the Blue Light? A friend of mine runs the Seventh Heaven, but at the moment the curse's got us kinda...

[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

How about the Lux? I've been there a couple of times, and it seems pretty nice. That's... I'm sorry to hear that.