[13 || backdated to 11/08; voicepost]

[sweetdeath]

...I don't know why I keep thinking about it today. It's been a long, long time.

It took a long time, too. But I remember all of it. I don't think anyone there realized that I knew what was happening, even when I couldn't move. If I hadn't, I wouldn't have known where to find sharp things when I had those lucid moments. But even then -

I just wish I knew how to get the scars to fade. That I didn't have to hide them with my watch. That I could stop remembering why.

I...

I don't know why I want to talk about this today. [unsteady laughter] It's probably a curse, isn't it? Yeah. I...

Sorry.

Comments

[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

Hey, uh. We never did get together for a couple drinks.

After the curse, maybe, so we don't say anything stupid?

[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

...I'd like that, thanks. Any particular spot?

[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

Well, there's the Lux or the Blue Light? A friend of mine runs the Seventh Heaven, but at the moment the curse's got us kinda...

[cinnagami.livejournal.com]

How about the Lux? I've been there a couple of times, and it seems pretty nice. That's... I'm sorry to hear that.

[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

Sounds cool to me! Nah, things'll be fine later. Just maybe not tomorrow.